Thursday, March 29, 2007

Moving Poem....

So much to do, but here I sit
I'm so overwhelmed
going through my shit!

I'm running out time
It's time to move!
But for some damn reason
I can't catch the groove!

Maybe April is too soon
I should reschedule
For the end of June

I should've taken a class
to help with my sorting
Instead I've confirmed
I have issues with hoarding!

I had no idea
how much moving SUCKED
I better get more boxes
Oh boy I'm ****ed!

Oh NO! I just lost the fight!
I totally forgot....
Grey's is on tonight!!!

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Oh Katie!

Ok, so I clicked on Katie's link to the Ellensburg police blotter...and read some FUNNY stuff!! I think Hobart should have one! We could report Warren's cows that get loose and the wild turkeys on my Mom's road...that are very aggressive!

I am beginning to understand why our Katie is so sweet, and so kind......she is straight COUNTRY! (nothing wrong with that!)

Here are a few of the "incidents" that took place last week in Ellensburg....

• Two people were seen driving erratically in a golf cart on First Street in Cle Elum.
- Okay, driving a golf cart erratically isn't always a safe thing to do...but who would call the police about it!!? Did they have guns, or chasing little kids...is it really that "big" of a deal?
• A horse was in the roadway of Kittitas Highway.
- Maybe this is why the two people were driving erratically on the golf cart...they were looking for their horse!
• A Rainier Drive resident reported seeing a father beating his high school-aged son in the front yard.
- Now this needs to happen more often in all towns!

Check it out....it will make you giggle!!
http://www.kvnews.com/blotter/

Friday, March 23, 2007

I have question for ya...

Recently I listened to an audio book called "Stop CLUTTER from stealing your life". As I listened to the narrator talk about how clutter in your home and office means clutter in your brain...I started to think...

This dude was SERIOUS! Up until now I just thought I like to waste money on things I will never use, never make, never wear or never fit into....but that's not the case. I have a friggen disease...as I sit here organizing my scrunchies, and sorting my pictures from 6th grade...my brain is being consumed by CLUTTER!! You might laugh...but let me tell you this is a long and painful way to die!!

I was relieved once I realized "clutter" is actually caused by compulsive hoarding...there is still hope for me to overcome this without medication or intervention! The main thing I need to do is change my thought process and I've come up with...."No WHY no BUY!" If I don't have a reason to buy it...I'm not going to buy it! So PLEASE...help me be strong! Knowing that I have each of you as part of my support group is a great feeling!
"Maybe I'll buy you something"
"NO I won't"
"I can't..."
AHHHHHHHHHHH...this is going to be hard!! I better look into a 12 step program!

Think I'm joking....http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Compulsive_hoarding

SHOOT!! Now I forgot what my question was.......

Thursday, March 22, 2007

...TA DA...

I'm not sure if I have any readers left, but I thought I'd give it a shot and see if anyone still checks this thing!!

As most of you know...I have decided to MOVE...yep! I'm moving!!

Pretty sure I could win the "Longest Apartment Renter" award! I've been living in the same apartment for NINE years! Who does that? Obviously I'm not real big on change!!

Looking back alot has changed for me in the past 9 years. When I moved to Fairwood I was with Chris. (Pharoah's Dad) When we broke up I made the decision to stay in my apartment and attempt to live alone. I know being alone sounds good to all you parents and married couples, but the thought of waking up, coming home and going to bed with NO ONE around...was a scary thought for me!!
I had many sleepless nights hearing every noise, and for some reason when you live alone ALL noises sound like someone is breaking in! BUT...as time went on I got used to it and even started to enjoy being alone. The best part about our family is that I was never really alone. I think my Mom, Karen, Dena, Carleena and Ronda set up a schedule to call and check on me and of course invite me to dinner!!!

In the past 9 years I've learned so much about myself...good and bad!
I've learned that being hard headed isn't noticed as much when your fighting with yourself!
I've learned that I really can be independent and single and still be happy.
I've learned that no matter who your best friend is, they can also be your worst enemy.
I’ve learned that the picture perfect life that I once wanted and thought I would have…might not be the perfect life for me.
I’ve learned that being single still doesn’t make me a morning person.
I’ve learned that I need a washer and dryer! (yep! Lived 9 years w/o)
I’ve learned that being disappointed in myself is ok as long as I’m proud of myself too!
I’ve learned that I wouldn’t be who or where I am today without my family and friends!
I’ve learned that I’m a hard worker and a good employee.
I’ve learned that its way too easy to be lazy when you live alone!
I’ve learned SO much and SO many things have changed, but I wanted to list a few!
The most important thing I’ve learned is that I am blessed to have my family and I want to make sure all of you know that I LOVE YOU. No matter what decisions I make or what direction my life is going, I know that I always have someone to turn to. (and if one family member is going to say something I don’t want to hear…I’ll just call the next one!!) We have our ups and downs just like everyone else, but when it comes down to it…our family is one of a kind!

(really I had no idea this was going to end up so long!)

As I sit here packing up boxes and trying to decide what to throw away and what to keep, I am reminded of the memories I have with each of you….and I’m glad I don’t have to pack all of them…or throw them away! I get to keep them forever...

SO…as I was saying…way back at the top of the page….

I’m MOVING!! I will be renting a townhouse off of Maple Valley highway, close to my parents, sister and work! It has 2 bedrooms, 2 ½ baths, upstairs and downstairs…and a washer and dryer!! It even has a garage…1150 sq feet! I can’t wait!! It’s like a real home…with a NEW ADDRESS …so Kris go ahead and start sending me things again!!

My whole point of this damn BLOG was to let everyone know I’m moving and now look….I ended up writing a biography!

Here is a link to what my new place looks like…this isn’t my actual unit but I will have the same setup!!
http://www.visualtour.com/shownp.asp?t=850417&sk=44

I won’t waste anymore of your time….besides I think my Mom is probably the only one who read this far…..

Thanks for letting me share and thanks for being part of my life!!